GEORGIAN PHILOSOPHY
dasasruli
gTxovT ar daiviwyoT, rom saqarTvelo samegreloTi ar iwyeba da kaxeTiT ar mTavrdeba. saqarTveloa mTeli mesxeTi, lazeTi, saingilo, kaxi, lore, afxazeTi da samaCablo. qarTuli geni msoflioSi gabneuli margalitia. dRes rom amiraniviT mivejaWveT kavkasions, mxolod kavkasioni nu gegonebaT Cveni bina da saxl-kari, _ Cven is eri varT homerosi rom aRwers iliadaSi! Cvens saxels atarebs evropis didi nawili iberiis naxevarkunZulis saxiT! Cvens saxels atarebs Tavad TeTrkanianTa modgma, romelic kavkasiur rasad moixsenieba dRevandel msoflioSi. ar daiviwyoT fereidani, troa, kabadokia da romi!!! sparselebi, helebi, berZnebi da italielebi ar gegonoT es xalxi! es xalxi Cvenia... Cveni iyo. mesxeTSi ase ician Sexvedra, “Cveneburi xar?”, gkiTxaven xolme. Tqvenc hkiTxeT dRevandel msoflios da naxavT ramdeni gamogepasuxebaT da getyviT, “Cveneburi varo”.
gTxovT ar daiviwyoT, rom saqarTvelo kacobriobis Semadgeneli nawilia da Tavad qarTveloba jer isev kacobiT iwyeba. Tu mTeli kacobrioba ar giyvars, saqarTvelos siyvarulsac azri ara aqvs! aseTi siyvaruli viwro, brazmoreuli da meTaviseobiT gajerebuli kuTxuri siyvarulia, _ aseTi siyvaruli ar arsebobs.
gTxovT ar daiviwyoT, rom arsebobs erTad-erTi WeSmariti ufali, erTad-erTi WeSmariti WeSmariteba, erTad-erTi WeSmariti eklesia. mxolod codna WeSmariteba ar gaxlavT, – codna SezRudvaa, radgan Tavad codnis WurWeli _ kacis gonebaa SezRuduli. Tavisuflebaa rwmena, ara kacSi, aramed ufalSi – wmida samebaSi.
piradi SeniSvnebi 1
ufalo, me sarke var mRvrie da uZRebi: Seni sxivosnobis viTomda naklebobis brali rodia, me Tu ver gireklav.
ufalo, Rames dRe mosdevs, CasunTqvas _ amosunTqva, zamTars _ gazafxuli... ase da amgvarad yoveli Rame, yoveli CasunTqva, yoveli zamTari imeds emsaxureba... imeds, rom Seni wyalobiT gasaWiris Semdeg Sveba mogvecema. ufalo, yvela gasaWirs Tu Sveba mosdevs, momec gasaWiri! samudamo SvebisTvis Tundac Tavad sikvdili momec, ufalo!
raoden didia uflis mier kacisTvis micemuli imedi! sakmarisia, Cveni xanmokle sicocxlis manZilze erTi wyevla kacurad vitvirToT[1] da sicocxlec mogvecema.
ioane naTlismcemels Tu Tavi mohkveTes, wmida giorgi Tu awames, wmida qeTevan dedofali Tu daSanTes da wmida petre mociquli da Tavad ufali, Cveni mxsneli, iesu qriste jvars acves... raRa gasakviria, rom yoveli kargis mxrebze unda gadaiaros amqveyniurma usamarTlobam? ra gasakviria, rom pontoel pilates dafna eboZa, iesus ki eklis gvirgvini? ra gasakviria, rom jvarcmuli iesus qveyanaSi iudam ocdaaTi vercxli moixveWa? _ aRar mikvirs simdidre da siRaribe, radgan sakvirveli mxolod Sen xar, ufalo!
axlaRa mivxvdi, rom mTeli Cveni mSobliuri qveyana iuda qarTvelebiTaa savse! mTeli qveyniereba ki iuda erebiT!
kaci Tu rames flobs, an uflis wyalobiT flobs an eSmakis msaxurebisTvis miRebuli safasuriT. satrabaxo arc erTia da arc meore. maS ratom trabaxoben adamianebi?!
am bolo wlebSi saqarTveloSi uamravi saxli aSenda, eri ki daingra, _ simdidrem da momxveWelobam qarTuli suli gamoSigna qarTvel ers. netari avgustinec igives wers “uflis qalaqSi”: “omis Semdeg yvela saxli kvlav uvneblad idga, magram rad ginda? _ Tavad qveyana iyo ganadgurebuli”.
kaTolikebis wmidanma, fransis asisielma, mamamisis daxli miatova da maTxovris dasaxmareblad Tavqudmoglejili gaiqca, _ qoneba upatronod datova, rom Tavad upatronosTvis epatrona[2]. fransisi mrude mrwamsis mimdevari iyo da amdeni SeZlo. Cven, marTlmadidebelma marTlmadideblebma riT ver unda SevZloT igive?
rogor vnatrob xolme gardacvlili mamaCemis amqveyniur sicocxles... siyvaruls mivcemdi, siaxloves, fiqrs, Tundac Cems am simwriT moqoniebul qonebas... ufalo, arada me, ugvanom, gana ra unda mivce mas iseTi, rasac Sen miscem? Cemi xinjiani da cicqna siyvaruli Sens mier kacis utyuar siyvaruls rogor Seedreba? an siaxlove, an fiqri, an Tundac qoneba?
30 aprili, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 2
uflis siyvaruls, Zalas da sibrZnes maSin mivxvdi me, roca Tavad borotebisadmi gamoCenili misi sulgrZeloba, alRo da siqvele davinaxe:
RmerTisa da kacis dauZinebeli mteria boroteba! ufals rom ewados, erTi xelis mosmiT gaaqrobda mas am samyarodan, magram ufali rom mowyalea, ebraleba mas eSmaki da arsebobis uflebas aZlevs am qveynad. mtrisadmi gaRebuli mowyaleba ki uzomo siyvarulis nayofia mxolod.
mere kidev eSmaki wyvdiadia da rac ufro Zaladobs es wyvdiadi, miT ufro didi ZaliT gamosWvivis masSi uflis brwyinvale naTeli.
da bolos, _ cdilobs eSmaki kacisTvis gzis dabnelebas, magram Tavisi sibneliT uflis naTels rom kidev ufro meti sicxadiT anaxvebs kacs, ver xvdeba amas. amitomacaa eSmaki beci da ufali brZeni, _ boroteba rom borotebaa, masac ki adamianis sasargeblod iyenebs RmerTi, _ eSmakis sibneliT kacs sulis masazrdoebel RmrTiul sinaTles anaxvebs da avisa da kargis gansxvavebaSi exmareba dabneul adamians.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 3
arc Tu ise didi xnis win didi araraoba megona codvebiT damZimebuli Cemi Tavi, magram mere sikeTis keTeba momixda da azri Sevicvale: Cemze ukeTesad Cems Tavs vin icnobs-meTqi? _ adre vfiqrobdi. Turme ufals codnebia Cemi Tavica da Cemi uTaobac yvelaze metad. ra gasakviria? _ me rom mZinavs, ufals RviZavs da mkiTxulobs. me rom maxsovroba mimtyunebs, ufals yvelaferi axsovs Cems Sesaxeb. me rom imeddakarguli sakuTar Tavze xels Caviqnev xolme, ufali daxmarebis uxilav xels miwvdis da imeds mberavs sulSi. mokled, ai raSi iyo saqme:
wlebis manZilze uamravma cudma azrma daipyro Cemi goneba da Sedegad uamravi cudi saqme vqeni. ar megona Cemnairi naZirala meore Tu daiareboda dedamiwis zurgze da SeiZleba, marTlac ase iyo... magram mere Zalauneburad sikeTe Cavidine, am erT sikeTes meore mohyva, meores _ mesame da a.S. sikeTe Cavidine-meTqi imitom vTqvi, rom sikeTe gulSiac ar gamivlia, meTaviseobiT da sakuTar uTao Tavze zrunviT ise viyavi dakavebuli, magram swored aseTi iribi miznebiT gamsWvalulma uneblied viwye keTili saqmis keTeba am qveynad.
magaliTad, maxsovs erT xans ise gavxarbdi, rom gavmdidrdi da mere ase gamdidrebuli kidev ufro metad gavxarbdi isev. SeviZine uamravi tanisamosi. bolos imdeni tansacmeli damigrovda, rom ver itevda mas Cemi saxl-kari. raRa unda meqna? gareT gavitane samoselis didi nawili da Cemi ezos piras nagvad davyare. Semovedi saxlSi, gamovewyve kidev erT Cems axladSeZenil samosSi da saseirnod gaveSure gareT. gavixede dayrili tansacmlisken da ras vxedav! mimdgaran soflis Rarib-Ratakni da didi sixaruliT inawileben Cems nagavs. gavida mTeli sami-oTxi weli da mestumra vinme kaci axalgazrda metad kargad Cacmuli da lamazad mosaubre, _ madlobis mosaxdelad mosuliyo CemTan. gamikvirda, _ cxovrebaSi kargi aravisTvis gamikeTebia-meTqi, _ vuTxari, magram iman Tavisi ar moiSala da samadlobeli miTxra mainc. Turme dedamiss wlebis win Cemi gadayrili tansacmlidan misi axalgazrda SvilisTvis saukeTeso samosi SeurCevia. gamowyobila biWi saTvalio samosSi da wasula samsaxuris saZebrad bankSi. bankis mmarTvels moswonebia gamowkepili axalgazrda, auyvania Segirdad da miucia misTvis samsaxuri. im dRidan moyolebuli warmateba-warmatebaze ugemia axalgazrdas, amosula siRaribis Waobidan, sakuTari mSoblebi da naTesavebic amouyvania gaWirvebis wumpidan da axla Tavad gamxdariyo bankis mmarTveli.
ra vici, kidev ramdeni aseTi SemTxvevis moyvana SemiZlia, roca Cemma sixarbem, romelic erTgvari borotebaa, RmrTis wyalobiT udidesi sikeTe gamoiRo amqveynad. xoda warmoidgineT raoden brZeni da Zlieria Cveni ufali, Cemnair borots, sul rom ar undodes kargis keTeba, amisTana sikeTis qmnas rom moaxerxebinebs mainc!
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 4
mTeli Cemi axalgazrdoba lobios WamaSi gavatare. ratom? Raribi viyavi da imitom. mere gavizarde, cxovrebas SeveWide, gavmdidrdi da garkveul bednierebasac mivaRwie. yovelTvis mZulda siRaribe da masTan erTad siRaribis niSani, _ lobio. simdidre simdidred mqonda, magram bednierebas srulad mainc ver ganvicdidi, _ gamaxsendeboda siRaribe da lobio, da momewamleboda xolme mTeli dRe da mTeli Cemi yofa-cxovreba. meSinoda siRaribis da imitom! meSinoda rom odesme isev gavRaribdebodi. mSiSara arasodes vyofilvar da am SemTxvevaSic SiSs ar SevaWmevine sakuTari Tavi da sicocxle. erT dRes avdeqi, movxarSe didi qvabiT es Seni dampali lobio, xo, didi qvabiT, dedaCemi quris Tavze rom Semodgamda xolme, swored ise, mere davjeqi sadilad da mTeli TefSi ZaldatanebiT gavaTave. momewona! Wamas rom movrCi, mivxvdi rom lobio arc Tu ise cudi kerZi yofila... xoda avdeqi da kidev davisxi. am dRidan moyolebuli Sevurigdi lobios da sul male siRaribis SiSic gamiqra. is ki ara, Tu damijerebT, xandaxan swored lobio da siRaribe menatreba xolme, da ukve Cvevadac ki meqca kviraSi erTxel didi jamiT lobios Tqvlefa.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 5
xarb kacs ra vuTxari me! arada Tavadac xom xarbi viyavi erT xans! siuxve miyvarda! Cemi cxovrebis sakmaod didi nawili metis Sovnas da naklebobis aRmofxvras mivuZRveni, magram erTi saswauli moxda, libri momcilda da gonebis Tvali amexila:
madloba ufals, rom memkvidreobiT didi qoneba ar marguna, Torem davkmayofildebodi mamaCemis qonebas, gavzuluqdebodi da mTeli Cemi dRe da moswreba, mdidari kacis SviliviT, mec Jamis tarebaSi momiwevda fuqsavati cxovreba. siRaribem Tavmdabloba maiZula, Tavmdablobam _ Sromis siyvaruli, Sromis siyvarulma ki Jamis fasi maswavla.
madloba ufals, rom simReris da dakvris didi niWi ar miboZa, Torem gadavyvebodi musikas da saxiobas, gavxdebodi qaliviT rbili da saqmisTvis usargeblo, gamefanteboda yuradReba xelovnebaze, Cavklavdi CemSi yovelive kacurs da daviRupavdi Tavs, _ simRera-simReraSi aRarc saqme memaxsovreboda, aRarc brZola da aRarc ufali.
madloba ufals, rom leqsis weris didi niWiT ar damajildova, Torem azrebis Selamazebas da gakeklucebas davuTmobdi mTel Cems gonebas, movwydebodi ubralo, gamarTuli, pirdapiri sibrZnis swavlas da siyvaruls, da uazrobad vaqcevdi mTel Cems swavla-ganaTlebis saqmes. gavxdebodi erTi rbili da meocnebe romantikosi da SeviZulebdi arc Tu ise romantikul WeSmaritebas, sicxadesa da sinamdviles.
madloba ufals, rom ferweris niWi ar mommadla, Torem, vici me Cemi Tavis ambavi, _ jer uflis qmnilebebis parva, sinamdvilis tiloze gadmoasleba gamitacebda da mere _ Cemi qmnilebebis siyvaruli. gavakerpebdi sakuTari Sromisa da niWis nayofs da, maTze Seyvarebuli, mswrafl daviviwyebdi Cems ufals.
madloba ufals, rom gansakuTrebulad lamazi sxeuli da gamorCeuli garegnuli silamaze ar miboZa, Torem narcisiviT Semiyvardeboda Tavi Cemi, cxvirs avibzekavdi, Tavs davifasebdi da Tvalis daxamxamebaSi gamoviSignavdi adamianisa da RmerTis siyvaruls Cemi gulidan.
madloba ufals, rom didi gonebis patroni ar var, Torem mivxvdebodi sakuTari gonebis siZlieres da daviviwyebdi yvelaze goniers – qriste RmerTs.
madloba ufals, rom didi gulis patroni ar var, Torem gaviazrebdi sakuTari siyvarulis da sikeTis sidides da daviviwyebdi yvelaze mosiyvarules da keTils – qriste RmerTs.
magram yvelaze metad madloba ufals, rom didi siwmidiT ar gamovirCevi da erTi mRvrie, Sebilwuli da xinjiani sul-xorcis patroni var, Torem, stoikebis[3] ar iyos, megoneboda Tavi Cemi srulyofili da daviviwyebdi erTad-erT srulyofilebas – qriste RmerTs.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 6
brma Tu ialbuzs ver xedavs, ra bralia es ialbuzis?! axla warmoidgineT iseTi brma, romelic ialbuzis arsebobas verc xedavs da verc misi arsebobis rwmena SeuZlia, rac CemTvis ase Tu ise gasagebia, magram... is boroteba veRar gamigia, romelic siamayis Sedegad xdeba dedamiwaze, _ dadian amayi brmebi da kacobriobas tyuilebiT beraven, _ ialbuzi ar arsebobso! aseTi demagogi da propagandisti brmaa yvelaze boroti da mavnebeli am qveynad!
Semodgomis qarebiT da zamTris susxiT foTolSemoZarcvuli leRvis xe gazafxulze nayofs rom isev gamoibams, gikvirT Tqven es?! Cveni wuTisofelic zamTaria swored. dagviRia piri SaSviviT, gvciva, SevyurebT titvel leRvis xes da is ver gviwamia, zamTrisa da sikvdilis bolo rom isev gazafxuli da isev sicocxlea mainc. arada gvwams Tu ar gvwams... es dalocvili gazafxuli mainc dadgeba! _ xoda... mainc mova meored Cveni ufali!
horizontis iqiT rasac ver vxedavT, arsebobs is. sakmarisia rwmenis cicqna marcvali, erTi gabeduli qmedeba da mondomebiT erTi win gadadgmuli nabiji, rom horizonti Segvecvleba da aseTi winsvliT TandaTan ufro metsa da mets davinaxavT da metsa da mets gavigebT Cven.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 7
metrianiT da sasworiT atomebisgan Semdgar fizikur garemos vzomav, Cemi sulis saxazavi ki mxolod ufalia.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
[1] saubaria pirvelsawyis wyevlaze, romelic adamis da evis Jamidan mosdevs kacobriobas.
[2]ixileT ji. qei. Cestertonis “wmida fransis asisieli”.
[3]stoiki _ stoicizmi gaxldaT ZvelberZnuli filosofiuri mimdinareoba, romelic C.w-mde III saukuneSi Camoayaliba zeno citiumelma aTenSi. stoikebi grZnobebis winaaRmdegni iyvnen da amtkicebdnen, rom moraluri da inteleqtualuri srulyofis miRweva SeiZleboda am metad adamianuri grZnobebis uaryofiT, moTokviT da CakvliT. didi stoikebi, seneka da epiqtetusi amtkicebdnen, rom sibrZne sakmarisi iyo sruli bednierebisTvis da a.g. brZen kacs veranairi ubedureba verafers daaklebda. stoikebi cdebodnen yovelive amaSi, radgan maTi msjelobis aTvlis saTave iyo mcdari, _ maT miaCndaT, rom grZnobebis daTrgunviT da logikuri anu mizez-Sedegobrivi fiqris saSualebiT adamians srulyofileba xelewifeboda. amitomac gamoirCeodnen isini didi siamayiT. arada kacs uflis madli Tu ar mieniWa, bedniereba ki ara, WianWvelisodena Zala ar Seswevs kargis saqmnelad da mosapoveblad.
gTxovT ar daiviwyoT, rom saqarTvelo kacobriobis Semadgeneli nawilia da Tavad qarTveloba jer isev kacobiT iwyeba. Tu mTeli kacobrioba ar giyvars, saqarTvelos siyvarulsac azri ara aqvs! aseTi siyvaruli viwro, brazmoreuli da meTaviseobiT gajerebuli kuTxuri siyvarulia, _ aseTi siyvaruli ar arsebobs.
gTxovT ar daiviwyoT, rom arsebobs erTad-erTi WeSmariti ufali, erTad-erTi WeSmariti WeSmariteba, erTad-erTi WeSmariti eklesia. mxolod codna WeSmariteba ar gaxlavT, – codna SezRudvaa, radgan Tavad codnis WurWeli _ kacis gonebaa SezRuduli. Tavisuflebaa rwmena, ara kacSi, aramed ufalSi – wmida samebaSi.
piradi SeniSvnebi 1
ufalo, me sarke var mRvrie da uZRebi: Seni sxivosnobis viTomda naklebobis brali rodia, me Tu ver gireklav.
ufalo, Rames dRe mosdevs, CasunTqvas _ amosunTqva, zamTars _ gazafxuli... ase da amgvarad yoveli Rame, yoveli CasunTqva, yoveli zamTari imeds emsaxureba... imeds, rom Seni wyalobiT gasaWiris Semdeg Sveba mogvecema. ufalo, yvela gasaWirs Tu Sveba mosdevs, momec gasaWiri! samudamo SvebisTvis Tundac Tavad sikvdili momec, ufalo!
raoden didia uflis mier kacisTvis micemuli imedi! sakmarisia, Cveni xanmokle sicocxlis manZilze erTi wyevla kacurad vitvirToT[1] da sicocxlec mogvecema.
ioane naTlismcemels Tu Tavi mohkveTes, wmida giorgi Tu awames, wmida qeTevan dedofali Tu daSanTes da wmida petre mociquli da Tavad ufali, Cveni mxsneli, iesu qriste jvars acves... raRa gasakviria, rom yoveli kargis mxrebze unda gadaiaros amqveyniurma usamarTlobam? ra gasakviria, rom pontoel pilates dafna eboZa, iesus ki eklis gvirgvini? ra gasakviria, rom jvarcmuli iesus qveyanaSi iudam ocdaaTi vercxli moixveWa? _ aRar mikvirs simdidre da siRaribe, radgan sakvirveli mxolod Sen xar, ufalo!
axlaRa mivxvdi, rom mTeli Cveni mSobliuri qveyana iuda qarTvelebiTaa savse! mTeli qveyniereba ki iuda erebiT!
kaci Tu rames flobs, an uflis wyalobiT flobs an eSmakis msaxurebisTvis miRebuli safasuriT. satrabaxo arc erTia da arc meore. maS ratom trabaxoben adamianebi?!
am bolo wlebSi saqarTveloSi uamravi saxli aSenda, eri ki daingra, _ simdidrem da momxveWelobam qarTuli suli gamoSigna qarTvel ers. netari avgustinec igives wers “uflis qalaqSi”: “omis Semdeg yvela saxli kvlav uvneblad idga, magram rad ginda? _ Tavad qveyana iyo ganadgurebuli”.
kaTolikebis wmidanma, fransis asisielma, mamamisis daxli miatova da maTxovris dasaxmareblad Tavqudmoglejili gaiqca, _ qoneba upatronod datova, rom Tavad upatronosTvis epatrona[2]. fransisi mrude mrwamsis mimdevari iyo da amdeni SeZlo. Cven, marTlmadidebelma marTlmadideblebma riT ver unda SevZloT igive?
rogor vnatrob xolme gardacvlili mamaCemis amqveyniur sicocxles... siyvaruls mivcemdi, siaxloves, fiqrs, Tundac Cems am simwriT moqoniebul qonebas... ufalo, arada me, ugvanom, gana ra unda mivce mas iseTi, rasac Sen miscem? Cemi xinjiani da cicqna siyvaruli Sens mier kacis utyuar siyvaruls rogor Seedreba? an siaxlove, an fiqri, an Tundac qoneba?
30 aprili, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 2
uflis siyvaruls, Zalas da sibrZnes maSin mivxvdi me, roca Tavad borotebisadmi gamoCenili misi sulgrZeloba, alRo da siqvele davinaxe:
RmerTisa da kacis dauZinebeli mteria boroteba! ufals rom ewados, erTi xelis mosmiT gaaqrobda mas am samyarodan, magram ufali rom mowyalea, ebraleba mas eSmaki da arsebobis uflebas aZlevs am qveynad. mtrisadmi gaRebuli mowyaleba ki uzomo siyvarulis nayofia mxolod.
mere kidev eSmaki wyvdiadia da rac ufro Zaladobs es wyvdiadi, miT ufro didi ZaliT gamosWvivis masSi uflis brwyinvale naTeli.
da bolos, _ cdilobs eSmaki kacisTvis gzis dabnelebas, magram Tavisi sibneliT uflis naTels rom kidev ufro meti sicxadiT anaxvebs kacs, ver xvdeba amas. amitomacaa eSmaki beci da ufali brZeni, _ boroteba rom borotebaa, masac ki adamianis sasargeblod iyenebs RmerTi, _ eSmakis sibneliT kacs sulis masazrdoebel RmrTiul sinaTles anaxvebs da avisa da kargis gansxvavebaSi exmareba dabneul adamians.
4 maisi, 2009 weli
piradi SeniSvnebi 3
arc Tu ise didi xnis win didi araraoba megona codvebiT damZimebuli Cemi Tavi, magram mere sikeTis keTeba momixda da azri Sevicvale: Cemze ukeTesad Cems Tavs vin icnobs-meTqi? _ adre vfiqrobdi. Turme ufals codnebia Cemi Tavica da Cemi uTaobac yvelaze metad. ra gasakviria? _ me rom mZinavs, ufals RviZavs da mkiTxulobs. me rom maxsovroba mimtyunebs, ufals yvelaferi axsovs Cems Sesaxeb. me rom imeddakarguli sakuTar Tavze xels Caviqnev xolme, ufali daxmarebis uxilav xels miwvdis da imeds mberavs sulSi. mokled, ai raSi iyo saqme:
wlebis manZilze uamravma cudma azrma daipyro Cemi goneba da Sedegad uamravi cudi saqme vqeni. ar megona Cemnairi naZirala meore Tu daiareboda dedamiwis zurgze da SeiZleba, marTlac ase iyo... magram mere Zalauneburad sikeTe Cavidine, am erT sikeTes meore mohyva, meores _ mesame da a.S. sikeTe Cavidine-meTqi imitom vTqvi, rom sikeTe gulSiac ar gamivlia, meTaviseobiT da sakuTar uTao Tavze zrunviT ise viyavi dakavebuli, magram swored aseTi iribi miznebiT gamsWvalulma uneblied viwye keTili saqmis keTeba am qveynad.
magaliTad, maxsovs erT xans ise gavxarbdi, rom gavmdidrdi da mere ase gamdidrebuli kidev ufro metad gavxarbdi isev. SeviZine uamravi tanisamosi. bolos imdeni tansacmeli damigrovda, rom ver itevda mas Cemi saxl-kari. raRa unda meqna? gareT gavitane samoselis didi nawili da Cemi ezos piras nagvad davyare. Semovedi saxlSi, gamovewyve kidev erT Cems axladSeZenil samosSi da saseirnod gaveSure gareT. gavixede dayrili tansacmlisken da ras vxedav! mimdgaran soflis Rarib-Ratakni da didi sixaruliT inawileben Cems nagavs. gavida mTeli sami-oTxi weli da mestumra vinme kaci axalgazrda metad kargad Cacmuli da lamazad mosaubre, _ madlobis mosaxdelad mosuliyo CemTan. gamikvirda, _ cxovrebaSi kargi aravisTvis gamikeTebia-meTqi, _ vuTxari, magram iman Tavisi ar moiSala da samadlobeli miTxra mainc. Turme dedamiss wlebis win Cemi gadayrili tansacmlidan misi axalgazrda SvilisTvis saukeTeso samosi SeurCevia. gamowyobila biWi saTvalio samosSi da wasula samsaxuris saZebrad bankSi. bankis mmarTvels moswonebia gamowkepili axalgazrda, auyvania Segirdad da miucia misTvis samsaxuri. im dRidan moyolebuli warmateba-warmatebaze ugemia axalgazrdas, amosula siRaribis Waobidan, sakuTari mSoblebi da naTesavebic amouyvania gaWirvebis wumpidan da axla Tavad gamxdariyo bankis mmarTveli.
ra vici, kidev ramdeni aseTi SemTxvevis moyvana SemiZlia, roca Cemma sixarbem, romelic erTgvari borotebaa, RmrTis wyalobiT udidesi sikeTe gamoiRo amqveynad. xoda warmoidgineT raoden brZeni da Zlieria Cveni ufali, Cemnair borots, sul rom ar undodes kargis keTeba, amisTana sikeTis qmnas rom moaxerxebinebs mainc!
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mTeli Cemi axalgazrdoba lobios WamaSi gavatare. ratom? Raribi viyavi da imitom. mere gavizarde, cxovrebas SeveWide, gavmdidrdi da garkveul bednierebasac mivaRwie. yovelTvis mZulda siRaribe da masTan erTad siRaribis niSani, _ lobio. simdidre simdidred mqonda, magram bednierebas srulad mainc ver ganvicdidi, _ gamaxsendeboda siRaribe da lobio, da momewamleboda xolme mTeli dRe da mTeli Cemi yofa-cxovreba. meSinoda siRaribis da imitom! meSinoda rom odesme isev gavRaribdebodi. mSiSara arasodes vyofilvar da am SemTxvevaSic SiSs ar SevaWmevine sakuTari Tavi da sicocxle. erT dRes avdeqi, movxarSe didi qvabiT es Seni dampali lobio, xo, didi qvabiT, dedaCemi quris Tavze rom Semodgamda xolme, swored ise, mere davjeqi sadilad da mTeli TefSi ZaldatanebiT gavaTave. momewona! Wamas rom movrCi, mivxvdi rom lobio arc Tu ise cudi kerZi yofila... xoda avdeqi da kidev davisxi. am dRidan moyolebuli Sevurigdi lobios da sul male siRaribis SiSic gamiqra. is ki ara, Tu damijerebT, xandaxan swored lobio da siRaribe menatreba xolme, da ukve Cvevadac ki meqca kviraSi erTxel didi jamiT lobios Tqvlefa.
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xarb kacs ra vuTxari me! arada Tavadac xom xarbi viyavi erT xans! siuxve miyvarda! Cemi cxovrebis sakmaod didi nawili metis Sovnas da naklebobis aRmofxvras mivuZRveni, magram erTi saswauli moxda, libri momcilda da gonebis Tvali amexila:
madloba ufals, rom memkvidreobiT didi qoneba ar marguna, Torem davkmayofildebodi mamaCemis qonebas, gavzuluqdebodi da mTeli Cemi dRe da moswreba, mdidari kacis SviliviT, mec Jamis tarebaSi momiwevda fuqsavati cxovreba. siRaribem Tavmdabloba maiZula, Tavmdablobam _ Sromis siyvaruli, Sromis siyvarulma ki Jamis fasi maswavla.
madloba ufals, rom simReris da dakvris didi niWi ar miboZa, Torem gadavyvebodi musikas da saxiobas, gavxdebodi qaliviT rbili da saqmisTvis usargeblo, gamefanteboda yuradReba xelovnebaze, Cavklavdi CemSi yovelive kacurs da daviRupavdi Tavs, _ simRera-simReraSi aRarc saqme memaxsovreboda, aRarc brZola da aRarc ufali.
madloba ufals, rom leqsis weris didi niWiT ar damajildova, Torem azrebis Selamazebas da gakeklucebas davuTmobdi mTel Cems gonebas, movwydebodi ubralo, gamarTuli, pirdapiri sibrZnis swavlas da siyvaruls, da uazrobad vaqcevdi mTel Cems swavla-ganaTlebis saqmes. gavxdebodi erTi rbili da meocnebe romantikosi da SeviZulebdi arc Tu ise romantikul WeSmaritebas, sicxadesa da sinamdviles.
madloba ufals, rom ferweris niWi ar mommadla, Torem, vici me Cemi Tavis ambavi, _ jer uflis qmnilebebis parva, sinamdvilis tiloze gadmoasleba gamitacebda da mere _ Cemi qmnilebebis siyvaruli. gavakerpebdi sakuTari Sromisa da niWis nayofs da, maTze Seyvarebuli, mswrafl daviviwyebdi Cems ufals.
madloba ufals, rom gansakuTrebulad lamazi sxeuli da gamorCeuli garegnuli silamaze ar miboZa, Torem narcisiviT Semiyvardeboda Tavi Cemi, cxvirs avibzekavdi, Tavs davifasebdi da Tvalis daxamxamebaSi gamoviSignavdi adamianisa da RmerTis siyvaruls Cemi gulidan.
madloba ufals, rom didi gonebis patroni ar var, Torem mivxvdebodi sakuTari gonebis siZlieres da daviviwyebdi yvelaze goniers – qriste RmerTs.
madloba ufals, rom didi gulis patroni ar var, Torem gaviazrebdi sakuTari siyvarulis da sikeTis sidides da daviviwyebdi yvelaze mosiyvarules da keTils – qriste RmerTs.
magram yvelaze metad madloba ufals, rom didi siwmidiT ar gamovirCevi da erTi mRvrie, Sebilwuli da xinjiani sul-xorcis patroni var, Torem, stoikebis[3] ar iyos, megoneboda Tavi Cemi srulyofili da daviviwyebdi erTad-erT srulyofilebas – qriste RmerTs.
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brma Tu ialbuzs ver xedavs, ra bralia es ialbuzis?! axla warmoidgineT iseTi brma, romelic ialbuzis arsebobas verc xedavs da verc misi arsebobis rwmena SeuZlia, rac CemTvis ase Tu ise gasagebia, magram... is boroteba veRar gamigia, romelic siamayis Sedegad xdeba dedamiwaze, _ dadian amayi brmebi da kacobriobas tyuilebiT beraven, _ ialbuzi ar arsebobso! aseTi demagogi da propagandisti brmaa yvelaze boroti da mavnebeli am qveynad!
Semodgomis qarebiT da zamTris susxiT foTolSemoZarcvuli leRvis xe gazafxulze nayofs rom isev gamoibams, gikvirT Tqven es?! Cveni wuTisofelic zamTaria swored. dagviRia piri SaSviviT, gvciva, SevyurebT titvel leRvis xes da is ver gviwamia, zamTrisa da sikvdilis bolo rom isev gazafxuli da isev sicocxlea mainc. arada gvwams Tu ar gvwams... es dalocvili gazafxuli mainc dadgeba! _ xoda... mainc mova meored Cveni ufali!
horizontis iqiT rasac ver vxedavT, arsebobs is. sakmarisia rwmenis cicqna marcvali, erTi gabeduli qmedeba da mondomebiT erTi win gadadgmuli nabiji, rom horizonti Segvecvleba da aseTi winsvliT TandaTan ufro metsa da mets davinaxavT da metsa da mets gavigebT Cven.
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metrianiT da sasworiT atomebisgan Semdgar fizikur garemos vzomav, Cemi sulis saxazavi ki mxolod ufalia.
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[1] saubaria pirvelsawyis wyevlaze, romelic adamis da evis Jamidan mosdevs kacobriobas.
[2]ixileT ji. qei. Cestertonis “wmida fransis asisieli”.
[3]stoiki _ stoicizmi gaxldaT ZvelberZnuli filosofiuri mimdinareoba, romelic C.w-mde III saukuneSi Camoayaliba zeno citiumelma aTenSi. stoikebi grZnobebis winaaRmdegni iyvnen da amtkicebdnen, rom moraluri da inteleqtualuri srulyofis miRweva SeiZleboda am metad adamianuri grZnobebis uaryofiT, moTokviT da CakvliT. didi stoikebi, seneka da epiqtetusi amtkicebdnen, rom sibrZne sakmarisi iyo sruli bednierebisTvis da a.g. brZen kacs veranairi ubedureba verafers daaklebda. stoikebi cdebodnen yovelive amaSi, radgan maTi msjelobis aTvlis saTave iyo mcdari, _ maT miaCndaT, rom grZnobebis daTrgunviT da logikuri anu mizez-Sedegobrivi fiqris saSualebiT adamians srulyofileba xelewifeboda. amitomac gamoirCeodnen isini didi siamayiT. arada kacs uflis madli Tu ar mieniWa, bedniereba ki ara, WianWvelisodena Zala ar Seswevs kargis saqmnelad da mosapoveblad.
